I'm sick
I've been sick the last month colds, flu, exhaustion, now I have to go to the hospital tomorrow, make sure this growth thing I have is normal. I have no energy right now, I'm just beat. Emotionally spiritually and mentally. I have nothing left to give right now, but i feel like i'm working towards something. Eventually I'll be in the sunshine again away from cleveland and all these people, on some adventure that will take me to anonymonity and solitude. I hate letting people down, and when you barely no someone its hard to do that. I want to wander, get lost, and soak up the world. Two more years and I'll never be in the same place for too long. two more years with money saved and school finished I'll be totally free.