its a beautiful life uhhhoohhh
for some reason the past two days i have been totally productive and have gotten myself out of this slump I was in for so long. Part of the reason is because I realized all the energy I was wasting on feeling sorry myself over some stupid boys, is completely dumb (thanks for telling me bill =)!) And as soon as i got that through my thick skull i feel totally relived and light and happy again. Life is good, and goddamnit! I don't need a stupid man to feel that way. So I'm getting myself into this music groove, just like i used to when i was single. promoting, playing, and maybe even joining a new band (maybe!). Being single always takes adjustment for me, but as soon as I get used to it, I am more productive then ever. And I always still make time for a social life. I know I'm almost ready for love again, but even if I find it, I know I'm better off being alone, I always am. My life is always so much crazier and exciting when I'm not sucked in to someone else's world. and today, i'm embracing that. hurray for freedom!