The Things That I've Loved, Things That I've Lost...
i sooooo dont do anything at work
yesterday i chilled in back with backus and talked to him, and today i walked around the garden with norm. and stole things, of course. norm is an awesome, awesome guy. hes different outside of tdx. way different.
i had worked there two days and some random guy definitely hit on me hardcore and asked for my number. and today i hung out with this kid named derrick and he asked for my number. i feel kinda awkward, but flattered, none the less. the guys in the back room make fun of me because i walk in circles all day running boxes, instead of doing real work. i dont mind meijers too much. i HATE going in so fucking early, and i dont like the girls in fashion, except for my boss audra, shes great, but all the other girls are soooo nerdy its intolerable. all the girls that work at meijer are either old people, or retarded people, and usually its both. and they all talk about each other... the guys are cool though. they are all super nice and fun to fuck around with.
its very obvious lately that there is awkwardness between me and my roommates. it used to be craig, now its me. i walk into a room and i can feel the bad vibe. i dont know... adal only talks to me when hes high, laura only talks to me when shes asking where ben is... i dont even see craig. its just weird. i wish we were all friends again like we were before. i dont know what happened :(
i have to go in to ae today and get my check and shit. i hope judes not there :/ i havent seen him in so long.
but whatever, ill be with allen so its ok.
EEK! ALLEN WILL BE HERE IN LIKE 20 MINUTES IM SOOO EXCITED. i love my allen. he is my best friend in the whole world, my first love, and everything i could ever ask for in anyone. hes the only reason i go home to that shithole clinton township... ugh. hooray for tonight! were going out to eat, and to his show, and prolly drinking, and celebrating birthdays. it will be a good sweetest day even if i dont care about that dumbass holiday anyways. its kind of like were going out again... which is very very weird. i mean i love allen to death, but itll be weird being with him when im going out with ben. me and ben even reminds me of how me and allen were. its eerie that he reminds me of allen a lot. i will miss ben while im gone. even if its just for a day. i <3 my ben.
he picked me up from work, we came back, i made him dinner, hes devouring it now, and im gonna go spend a little bit of time with him before allen comes. im excited, but i will miss ben sooooooo much.
this entry was rushed as hell lol
yesterday i chilled in back with backus and talked to him, and today i walked around the garden with norm. and stole things, of course. norm is an awesome, awesome guy. hes different outside of tdx. way different.
i had worked there two days and some random guy definitely hit on me hardcore and asked for my number. and today i hung out with this kid named derrick and he asked for my number. i feel kinda awkward, but flattered, none the less. the guys in the back room make fun of me because i walk in circles all day running boxes, instead of doing real work. i dont mind meijers too much. i HATE going in so fucking early, and i dont like the girls in fashion, except for my boss audra, shes great, but all the other girls are soooo nerdy its intolerable. all the girls that work at meijer are either old people, or retarded people, and usually its both. and they all talk about each other... the guys are cool though. they are all super nice and fun to fuck around with.
its very obvious lately that there is awkwardness between me and my roommates. it used to be craig, now its me. i walk into a room and i can feel the bad vibe. i dont know... adal only talks to me when hes high, laura only talks to me when shes asking where ben is... i dont even see craig. its just weird. i wish we were all friends again like we were before. i dont know what happened :(
i have to go in to ae today and get my check and shit. i hope judes not there :/ i havent seen him in so long.
but whatever, ill be with allen so its ok.
EEK! ALLEN WILL BE HERE IN LIKE 20 MINUTES IM SOOO EXCITED. i love my allen. he is my best friend in the whole world, my first love, and everything i could ever ask for in anyone. hes the only reason i go home to that shithole clinton township... ugh. hooray for tonight! were going out to eat, and to his show, and prolly drinking, and celebrating birthdays. it will be a good sweetest day even if i dont care about that dumbass holiday anyways. its kind of like were going out again... which is very very weird. i mean i love allen to death, but itll be weird being with him when im going out with ben. me and ben even reminds me of how me and allen were. its eerie that he reminds me of allen a lot. i will miss ben while im gone. even if its just for a day. i <3 my ben.
he picked me up from work, we came back, i made him dinner, hes devouring it now, and im gonna go spend a little bit of time with him before allen comes. im excited, but i will miss ben sooooooo much.
this entry was rushed as hell lol