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well its been a while - things have changed a bit - some things got better and some...well....they will just never change...so i am just trying to hang to what little it is that i have that is sturdy and unmovable - so yea...i have not a whole lot to say - i scared myself a couple of times - but learned a bit from each time... so i dunno if all that is good or bad yet? - yea well my brother is home - well back at school - and thats a whole different story - but my uncle has completly succome to the cancer - its now in his liver, lungs, and bones - he has a month or so....so that will make the 6 th or so funeral i have been to in 8 months - while trying to deal with a whole bunch of other JUNK - just each morning when i wake up - i like to think i am that 1 day stronger...and eventually i will be able to overcome NE thing it is that tries to kick me down....well i guess thats all for now - *you* wow i just don't know what i would do - if u haven't been there for me to call and bitch and cry and everything else - u are wonderful - thanx so much for everything - someday - i will promise - i will - AND DANA wow - we are horrible - lol - playing MARKO - POLO in the middle of KMART - wow great times - never to be forgotten - luv ya girl - luv to all
~ME
~ME