Nov 23, 2005 05:11
this house has a pulse and it's racing.
im on edge like always and i wish i could just relax - sleep and be silent
[silence isnt one of those things i keep on hand anymore]
you're saying that you miss me with how miserable you've been these past few weeks, and i know thats what you mean as you beat ever-so obviously around the bush.
why must you think you understand everything that goes on in my head? its not really a place for the likes you of anyhow.
this house will keep on deteriorating no matter how much it is fixed up, because the past just isnt that sturdy after this long.
[they might as well tear it down and build a mall]
the water tastes different as it pours from the panel on the fridge door, and i think it's odd we have all these useless appliances after so long. are you compensating for something?
the nights get dark so early, but darkness is really all i see, because the second the sun peaks its cheery glow over those damn streets, im sleeping.
this home was stonlen from some 10 year old blond girl. i dont even know her anymore. its not so easy to appear normal when youre entire body is screaming the inconsistancies of this place. its like a dream i thought would never go wrong. --and then i woke up, and it all faded away again.