Nov 09, 2005 23:03
I've noticed a trend... I write a lot of live journals when I'm in a bad mood and/or can't talk to people about problems I need to work out...argh. My stomach is still killing me, go figure. In fact I feel kinda like collapsing so I'm going to make this quick and go to bed and lay down. I don't have any fun like everyone always talks about at college. It's like I wish I were at Providence right now... wow that's sooo lame. Wow being an emo/dramatic person is so lame. Okay so today went well, I had a midterm/final exam in E101 and did a presentation in English. I think I actually did well in both. That's good considering I was up til 3 trying to sleep but not able to cuz I was stressing that and pondering about some other stupid personal issues. Crew ends after this weekend and then we have one week of afternoon practices where we have competitions as prep for spring...that's great considering I'm in shitty as shape thanks to ulcers. Why am I taking 18 hours next semester if I'm miserable right now with 16? I seriously must be the dumbest person ever. Oh well atleast a few of my classes should be fun compared to the ones I'm in now which blow.
On the bright side... Head of the South this weekend which means the biggest hug ever which means something to look forward to!!!
Now we'll just pray i can squeeze out a 3.2ish gpa which is where I'm headed at this point. Bleh.
Hope alls well for everyone, apologies for being a drama queen, don't read too much into it, no worries.
~Me