Aug 10, 2005 00:48
I am over it...I am through! I don't like it anymore...I used to have a passion for it, wanting to do anything I could for it, but no....not anymore...it is like torture...it makes me unhappy, stressed....so bad for my health....besides hurting myself, I am hurting those around me who worry everyday about my well-being. It isn't worth it anymore...even if it means letting many people down and pissing off a couple, I am doing this for myself and for the good of that group. Who wants a leader that doesn't want to be there....
I don't want to ever leave Chicago...