why are people so evil?...
People i thought were my friends. Thats makes it even worse. If you know me at all you know i am struggling with my walk with the Lord right now. I am hoping to get baptized this summer and i really have turned around in the past couple of years. But days like today are what makes me really question myself. I am not going to name any names because i dont think it should be put out like that but im still going to tell what happened. I have never had people be as mean to me as they were. You can push all my buttons you want except two...my really close friends and my religion. its been a stuggle and i thought i was finally doing better. then some people who shall remain nameless desided to really piss me off with BOTH of my buttons today. first some people decided to make fun of one of the people who has stayed with me through alot and was one of the only people who didnt pester me with questions about me getting held back when i did. and then when i contradict what they said they got all affended which i couldnt believe. then two they called me a bad christian. NO ONE will EVER feel what i felt at that point in time. I have worked soo hard. i have stood up to people when they put my religion down and to have someone tell me that it was worthless because i am not a good christian, hurt like nothing else in this world. but i have to go before i get angry again. dont you love angry/heartfelt entries?