*puts gun in mouth*
Oh fuck man, cant fucking do it shhiittt.
So lets just say that my life has completely fucked itself in the past few days.
1. Not with saraa. she went back to VA
2. Lost my job at Village Inn
3. Move back to Titusville
4. Move back into grandparents
5. Have no real luck finding a job. (I am going to go crazy without a place to work. I need the money and the interaction.)
So yeah im back in titusville for who knows how long.
I really am going to miss st. augustine. I met alot of really great, interesting, just plain out kind people out there. Plus so many of my loyal friends are there and I will miss you guys most of all but really your only an hour and a half away so its not totally gay.
Plus side to living here, im going to go back to college, im going to save money. Im not going to fail again. im getting to the point where I feel like I might only get 1 or 2 chances to do this right and if I dont im going to end up as a cook in some little restaurant til they bury me where I fall on the line.
Scares the shit right out of me it sure does.
ps. boy am I fucking scared right now.
So lets just say that my life has completely fucked itself in the past few days.
1. Not with saraa. she went back to VA
2. Lost my job at Village Inn
3. Move back to Titusville
4. Move back into grandparents
5. Have no real luck finding a job. (I am going to go crazy without a place to work. I need the money and the interaction.)
So yeah im back in titusville for who knows how long.
I really am going to miss st. augustine. I met alot of really great, interesting, just plain out kind people out there. Plus so many of my loyal friends are there and I will miss you guys most of all but really your only an hour and a half away so its not totally gay.
Plus side to living here, im going to go back to college, im going to save money. Im not going to fail again. im getting to the point where I feel like I might only get 1 or 2 chances to do this right and if I dont im going to end up as a cook in some little restaurant til they bury me where I fall on the line.
Scares the shit right out of me it sure does.
ps. boy am I fucking scared right now.