I beat myself up mentally, then i beat myself up physically...

Jul 14, 2004 00:55

i punched my steering wheel til my knuckles were raw and sore. i hate what i did. i feel like the most horrible person right now. i hate what im becoming.

You met me as Michael, but my real name is uncaring loser. I HATE MYSELF.

a semi truck almost changed lanes and hit me, and for a split second i thoguht about not moving and lettting the truck hit me. it would have been better then feeling like this.

i shouldnt have taken my frustrations out on aiko. im sorry aiko.

I punched myself in the nose and it started bleeding. i dont think i broke anything. damn.

i wouldnt be surprised if you didnt care for me anymore. i am the biggest loser around.
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