These dying/killing yourself thoughts are no good, I'm glad you're getting lots more help though, the medication and counsellor - keep at it & use it as best you can. It's not easy.. I know :). *hugs you*
I'm scared of dying too, very scared - I'd say everyone is if they truely think about it. So, that's normal. The bad bit is feeling that it's the only way to resolve something.. it's not but I guess you and me both don't always see that.
The people at tafe - well, what can I say - they're just people - at the end of the day it's YOU against the world, so if they want to be fuckers to you, fine, but don't feel bad - the problem is with them, not you. Proper friends would stick by you. I hated my college days where all the people were similar - remember you're there for you to get your work done.. take what you need - you don't need their shit. Friends just don't ignore you - & if they do & they upset you, they apologise. Maybe you could tell them they upset you .. see what they say and go from there.
I wish I could save you.
These dying/killing yourself thoughts are no good, I'm glad you're getting lots more help though, the medication and counsellor - keep at it & use it as best you can. It's not easy.. I know :). *hugs you*
I'm scared of dying too, very scared - I'd say everyone is if they truely think about it. So, that's normal. The bad bit is feeling that it's the only way to resolve something.. it's not but I guess you and me both don't always see that.
The people at tafe - well, what can I say - they're just people - at the end of the day it's YOU against the world, so if they want to be fuckers to you, fine, but don't feel bad - the problem is with them, not you. Proper friends would stick by you.
I hated my college days where all the people were similar - remember you're there for you to get your work done.. take what you need - you don't need their shit. Friends just don't ignore you - & if they do & they upset you, they apologise. Maybe you could tell them they upset you .. see what they say and go from there.
Hmmm.
Gotta go xxx
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