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My best friend is dating my brother. And then they hid it behind my back for a solid 2 weeks... probably longer. She told me a year ago nothing's going to happen because she didn't want to hurt our friendship and she knew how it made me feel (i've had numerous friends hook up with/date my brother). LIES. To be completely honest with you all I find that to be down right disrespectful and hurtful. And the only reason why I found out? Was because someone who is quasi-involved with our group told me thinking that I knew... Um no. I've been left out of just about every activity because it involves drinking and they're all 21+. My "best friend" is dating my brother ... and we're all supposed to move in together... riiight... So then we finally sit down and talk about it and I told her how I felt. I was explaining how I got to sit at home while my brother (who wanted nothing to do with any of us before and now suddenly has an interest) gets to hang out at my best friends house and with my best friends. Who by the way thinks that we're all annoying, how's that for your '3 amigos'. I got to sit at home and the only people I got to talk to about it were my boyfriend and my family. My boyfriend who's still in Louisiana, by the way and he gets to hear me bitch and complain about this entire fucked up situation. I had no one to talk to. NO ONE. And as I'm explaining how I felt disrespected and betrayed her head is hung and she's got tears in her eyes. Now you're sorry? Just right now? PLEASE. So then she tries to explain how she ruined our friendship and how she was sorry. Really? That night we all hung out and it was okay. And ever since then she's telling me that she misses me and how we should hang out and they're always trying to get me to come hang out with them. No thanks. Not right now. Because first of all I'm still not comfortable around any of you. You all betrayed my trust and our friendships. Trust is like paper; once it's crumpled it can't be perfect again. So now you wanna be my friend? Nope. Sorry it's going to take me a little while to try and forgive this. 2 WEEKS AND NO ONE SAID SHIT TO ME. Such bullshit.