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My mom woke me up an hour earlier than I wanted to today telling me that my step-dad wanted me to come work at his shop because their regular girl didn't show. Basically all I needed to do was answer phones, file and fax stuff. And just a little while ago I was at my dad's house checking on the dogs because no one's there with them and I burst into tears. The whole neighborhood makes me sad. I wish life had been a little different for me. And I'm really trying. My step-dad wants me to stay at this job and I really don't want to. It's just too stressful and I was only there for a day. I just...fdsahfklasd I don't know who I am or what I want. I wish I had some crazy passion in life. I'm always too scared to try something new. I'm too scared to pursue anything. What the hell is wrong with me?