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[osk]

so after this year, i think i'm done with london. i can't take this anymore....too many bad memories and they just keep building. right now i'm more than willing to crawl to the bottom of every alcoholic beverage and die there.

i'm not perfect, nor will i ever be....i am so tired of trying to be perfect...if you don't like me for who i am, then too bad for me as i'm only me....

2 months and i'm free of london....