am i really so bad?
ATTN: Females
RE: my views on you
it has come to my attention that i am now a black sheep among the fluffiness of the faculty males, which is fine, but it's not cool to use that fact as a teasing ground for me. lemme summarize:
in no way have i ever gone out of my way to cause harm, in fact i strive to do the opposite (the fact that i at least try to do good in and of itself is reason enough not to mess with my head as i am one of the good ones) should make it clear i'm not as bad as people think. i understand i come across as intimidating and depressed, but let me assure you, i am not intimidating. i can have references to back me up on that, who'd actually go up to my mother and tell her how nice a person i am. as for depressed, well, if you had to live like i've had to for the past 2 years, you'd understand.
it seems that once people reach a certain point with me, they decide to just pull up the anchor and sail away without so much as a goodbye. once or twice i could forgive, 6 is a little much. understand i in no way blame all women for the actions of a few (the fact that i was raised by two british feminists should speak to that), but it seems as though the rest of you find me just as repulsive, hence not worthy of any time or words (is hi too much to ask when you hang out in my hall?).
i'm not saying because you don't love me i hate you all, hells no. i'm saying that i'm getting very very tired of this same thing happenning over and over again, and no one really cares that they do it. i can't help the fact that i'm so into you (the few of the 6 i have been into), but i don't see why you have to turn around, and as fast as turning off a light are with someone else. we're not the flippin OC, if you 'care' about me as you say you do, then you don't drop me like a bag of dead meat in favour of johnny hasmuscles.
i don't hate you, far from it. i probably have more respect for you than you will ever find in your lifetime, but obviously you don't want that as you're quite content to ruin yourself with drugs, or be with someone who's hurt you, etc etc. lemme know when you actually want someone to care about you and not your boobs.
RE: my views on you
it has come to my attention that i am now a black sheep among the fluffiness of the faculty males, which is fine, but it's not cool to use that fact as a teasing ground for me. lemme summarize:
in no way have i ever gone out of my way to cause harm, in fact i strive to do the opposite (the fact that i at least try to do good in and of itself is reason enough not to mess with my head as i am one of the good ones) should make it clear i'm not as bad as people think. i understand i come across as intimidating and depressed, but let me assure you, i am not intimidating. i can have references to back me up on that, who'd actually go up to my mother and tell her how nice a person i am. as for depressed, well, if you had to live like i've had to for the past 2 years, you'd understand.
it seems that once people reach a certain point with me, they decide to just pull up the anchor and sail away without so much as a goodbye. once or twice i could forgive, 6 is a little much. understand i in no way blame all women for the actions of a few (the fact that i was raised by two british feminists should speak to that), but it seems as though the rest of you find me just as repulsive, hence not worthy of any time or words (is hi too much to ask when you hang out in my hall?).
i'm not saying because you don't love me i hate you all, hells no. i'm saying that i'm getting very very tired of this same thing happenning over and over again, and no one really cares that they do it. i can't help the fact that i'm so into you (the few of the 6 i have been into), but i don't see why you have to turn around, and as fast as turning off a light are with someone else. we're not the flippin OC, if you 'care' about me as you say you do, then you don't drop me like a bag of dead meat in favour of johnny hasmuscles.
i don't hate you, far from it. i probably have more respect for you than you will ever find in your lifetime, but obviously you don't want that as you're quite content to ruin yourself with drugs, or be with someone who's hurt you, etc etc. lemme know when you actually want someone to care about you and not your boobs.