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Tissues crumpled around me reminding me that this is always happening. People are always letting me down. They are always constantly reminding me that all I have is myself. I cannont rely on these people to make me feel better. I can't really rely on them for anything. I have to stop crying about this. I can't find anything that makes me happy anymore. I haven't been genuinely happy for months and there is no one I can trust anymore. I'm heartbroken and it hurts more everyday I'm alone. It's funny how I make myself feel worse. I've just given up.