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Mar 19, 2005 23:35

I have no idea why I have chosen to write this article tonight. I guess I feel like posting up a real article this time. I know livejournal is supposed to be for teens who want to write about their problems when they have no one to turn to, and no I am not secretly reflecting this towards other people, but I feel as if I have let my passion for writing pass right through me. I believe that the last couple of years have really taken a toll on me, with all the criticism and all I'm surprised I'm still writing something at this point, or even at all.
I began this year with the anticipation of writing many interesting articles for the Lancer. Yet, I have not dedicated myself to my passion for writing. I know I am not the best writer in the world, thats for damn sure too, but I do enjoy the fact that I can write my feelings and people would read it and eventually have a reciprocal feeling at the end, should I be that lucky too!
Spending a lot of time at home at night does wonders for me, especially when I watch movies. I have finally decided to merge both my passions for writing and directing for my major in college. I guess I am really going to do what I really love. It took me a damn while to finally get it right, but choices are not made over night, unless you are on cocaine.
Writing springs out the inner eager romantic in me. Brings out the passion of life through words. Many of us bitch and endlessly complain about our daily situations but what some of us do not realize that what we have is actually the better end of the deal. I realized that when I was on my daily runners high at the SW tracks. None of us actually appreciate the beauty that we have surrounding us all the time. What we tend to acknowledge most of the time are all the negative things in life. Guess we're all used to that special trend, the trend of negative influences! Many let that influence out in various ways. I chose to write about it. I chose to not silence my inner voice and bitch and decide to write about it for those whom do not chose to express their feelings with the rest.
As I laid flat ony my bed tonight and eagerly watched a movie that I have been dying to see for quite some time now, I finally realized that writing is my ultamite passion! I know it can be a bitch and I know I am going to have more people along the way criticizing my work, but I do not care at this point. We are all humans and are bound to make mistakes. Perfect we are not, therefore that is the price for having emotions. I shall not mention the name of the movie that I have regarded with such agog. This movie has also opened other possibilities for me. This is why I would love to pursue my movie career! I know I have said many times that I love money and that whatever I would pursue would be for the love of money, but I guess I was wrong. I guess that is why they call us young and wrestless!!!
This is me, and This is my anti-drug MOTHA FUCKA!! LOL. J/k!! I needed to say something funny to end this!

*sleepy* will writr l8r
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