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Okay, It's 5: 37 a.m and I'm awake. I can't sleep. I know I'll be regreting this next Monday when I have to waek up at the same time. Ugh , I dred going back to school!
I feel somewhat like Edward Norton, in the movie " Fight Club" [ May I add that it was an awesome movie] where you can't sleep. And all you do is remenice about thoughts that you don't want. I'm dwelling in embarassing sex thoughts, thoughts when I was younger, thoughts of stupid shit. Stupid thoughts I guess. I think my insomnia is coming back.
I'm writting here because I know there is nothing else at this time of "day" that I could do without waking anyone up. It pisses me off knowing that I'm already an adult and that I can't do most shits adults can. Ugh, but then again you'd have to pay a price for everything. There is always a price to everything. ( Aladdin tought me that! TYVM)<< not really.
I hate the fact that I can't sleep. It drives me insane. IT's like I fucking try to go to sleep, but I can't! I should drop some E. MAybe that'll make me go to sleep! Maybe I should just go through all of my drugs. Maybe I could find something there. LMAO! I could just see me going through my drug stash and being like a familiar commercial *cough Cough* Sunny-D. and I'm like " Well, theres the yellow pill, WE got some purple stuff(barz), some coke, Awe, Oh yeah , Some E. deffinatley. *grabs the E and pops it*.....Most mothers like E b.c it's loaded with plenty of fucked up shit that'll fuck up your kid and will leave you with some spare time.....E!
I don't know , I don't want ot get addicted to that shit. I think what I just need right now is a fucking ciggarette. Something to "relax" me.
I'm just rambling , seeing if I get any progress done. I want to feel sleepy and I know my pc would do that * pets it* ....don't let me down...........I think It's time for me to quit doing drugs....lol. Funny , ey?
I'm from Canada, ey!
I feel somewhat like Edward Norton, in the movie " Fight Club" [ May I add that it was an awesome movie] where you can't sleep. And all you do is remenice about thoughts that you don't want. I'm dwelling in embarassing sex thoughts, thoughts when I was younger, thoughts of stupid shit. Stupid thoughts I guess. I think my insomnia is coming back.
I'm writting here because I know there is nothing else at this time of "day" that I could do without waking anyone up. It pisses me off knowing that I'm already an adult and that I can't do most shits adults can. Ugh, but then again you'd have to pay a price for everything. There is always a price to everything. ( Aladdin tought me that! TYVM)<< not really.
I hate the fact that I can't sleep. It drives me insane. IT's like I fucking try to go to sleep, but I can't! I should drop some E. MAybe that'll make me go to sleep! Maybe I should just go through all of my drugs. Maybe I could find something there. LMAO! I could just see me going through my drug stash and being like a familiar commercial *cough Cough* Sunny-D. and I'm like " Well, theres the yellow pill, WE got some purple stuff(barz), some coke, Awe, Oh yeah , Some E. deffinatley. *grabs the E and pops it*.....Most mothers like E b.c it's loaded with plenty of fucked up shit that'll fuck up your kid and will leave you with some spare time.....E!
I don't know , I don't want ot get addicted to that shit. I think what I just need right now is a fucking ciggarette. Something to "relax" me.
I'm just rambling , seeing if I get any progress done. I want to feel sleepy and I know my pc would do that * pets it* ....don't let me down...........I think It's time for me to quit doing drugs....lol. Funny , ey?
I'm from Canada, ey!