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Dear Brain:
My 18th bday sucked. Everyone fucking ditched me....I should be fucking used to it by now. The only thinkg I did for my bday was go out with my parents to dinner and thats it...It was kewl. My mom told Travis to get me a cake and to sing happy bday to me! LOL, I knew she was going to pull something like that....Oh well....She should of ! lol Oh well.
I feel like going to the beach, I miss going to the beach. So much fun. I wanted ot go yday but it was too cold to go! Ugh....I can't wait until this cold front of done with! Wow, so many people forgot my bday yday....Unlike 17....18 sucked. I started off 18 pretty damn bad....( wont tell you)
But now that I'm dix-huit.....
Now that I'm 18 I don't feel any different. I know , I know , what was I supposed to feel? A metamophsis? No. But I don't know , I thought I was going to have more fun!!! Oh well....Guess this was another year I spent it alone. But Now I have to be careful, I have to make sure that I think about everything I say and do b.c now I'm a mother fucking adult and I could be trialed as one.... ;) lol. Jk.
My mom said that after 18 the years just fucking fly by you and you wont even notice it...I DON'T WANT TO GET OLD! That is my worst nightmare...getting old. Oh My God. Wow. I don't want to end up like that!!!! LOL. I better start looking for Ponce de Leon's fountain of youth, or else I'm fucked.
I think being 21 is a perfect age to resemble for the rest of your life? Don't you think? Eternal Youth. Why would you want to get old? ugh....I don't know , but I rather be fucking young than old.
Someone called me yday and it made me really happy that she called. I didn't see that coming but she did it anyway. Wow. and she had my sn and everything...damn. lol. Sneaky Sneaky Sneaky. LOL.
As I was saying , I don't think being 18 is all that good. I don't know kinda sucks to me. But now I could go to most clubs....he he he ! Buy ciggarettes.....die ( War) yeah...It's sort of limited...,.....Oh Shit , I 4got....THE CREDITCARDS!!!!!!!
