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Its hot. oh its oh so quiet.
working is boring, but not that bad. i long to be in europe. it calls to me.
each day i grow more and more nervous for school to start.
i need a break. i also need assurance. assurance that my dad will step up and say, conor, we will make sure you can pay for all of your school. then i wont have to worry anymore. right now thats all im doing but pushing it out of my mind.
i live at monikas house. im basically part of her family now. it is hard. being in close quarters all the time allows for more things to get under your skin. but overall i like it. i get to see her everyday, i love that. and its a good experience for both of us. it will tell us if we can actually do it later in life. really the only thing that is truly hard about it is being around her family all the time. so i most always feel a little awkward while kissing her or talking to her, or giving her a massage, or fighting, or doing other things.
its a little funny because i have become the cook here. i mostly make the dinners now. i like to cook. but with a vegetarian/lactose intolerant mom, and me who loves cheese and flaver, aka butter, its difficult.
well, im sunburned alot, and hungry, thirsty, and tired. i want to play music, eat, shower, read, and sleep. sounds good. summer is a good time.
working is boring, but not that bad. i long to be in europe. it calls to me.
each day i grow more and more nervous for school to start.
i need a break. i also need assurance. assurance that my dad will step up and say, conor, we will make sure you can pay for all of your school. then i wont have to worry anymore. right now thats all im doing but pushing it out of my mind.
i live at monikas house. im basically part of her family now. it is hard. being in close quarters all the time allows for more things to get under your skin. but overall i like it. i get to see her everyday, i love that. and its a good experience for both of us. it will tell us if we can actually do it later in life. really the only thing that is truly hard about it is being around her family all the time. so i most always feel a little awkward while kissing her or talking to her, or giving her a massage, or fighting, or doing other things.
its a little funny because i have become the cook here. i mostly make the dinners now. i like to cook. but with a vegetarian/lactose intolerant mom, and me who loves cheese and flaver, aka butter, its difficult.
well, im sunburned alot, and hungry, thirsty, and tired. i want to play music, eat, shower, read, and sleep. sounds good. summer is a good time.