Jun 03, 2005 23:28
i dont know where i am
im working all the time. not sleeping enough. tired of the distance. tired of the separation. i want........here and now
its so close that im becomming edgy, and spappy. im not angry or upset, i just sound that way a little.
its really hot, and im really tired.
why is it that i get to see my dad before i get to see monika? i want to see her way more than i want to see him. hes not even good to me.
blah. blech. work is making me a boring annoyed person. i hate it. i already wish i was at schoool in michigan.
i feel like im losing right now. no friends. well, i have friends, but i dont feel like i have any around. oh here it goes. to bed i go.
i want to play music again. too bad i dont have any guitar around.
can you put a label on me of good words so that ill crystalize? that would be nice. i am mostly water.