Mar 30, 2005 00:04
Ive got a serious problem. I cant do homework. I might fail this semester. fuck me!
I really cant do it. who knows how to cure this illness? I need help. please for the love of lucifer, help!
but seriously guys, why cant i just bust my fucking ass like so many people i know. why cant i be crazy about school and do tons of homework and studying all the time? why cant i worry more than i do? why am i different? I need a shoe to hit me in the face make me change. I really need to change.
I really want to study film now. Im excited. But the unis i might go to dont have that. sucks huh! yeppers. anywho,
This time is different, this time really is. I dont have to worry this time, because i know its for real. it will last. im not sad this time, well i am that we are apart, but most of the time i feel good because i know.
to hw i go. im gonna really try to do this. crap. fuck i hate writing these stupid essays.