Mar 09, 2005 21:17
What happens to us? How can something change so drastically in a split second?
Why are feelings so crazy? You can feel one way one moment, and another the next.
I just dont understand. Why do we out of the blue feel different for period of time? Why?
I am so hungry. I cant really think.
I hate being an individual. I mean, I am one, but I hate it. I want, maybe need something, or someone else.
Being alone sucks. I could really use a reaffirming visit right about now.
Aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Fuck.
Okay, i am done with my horseshit. I will eat, and feel normal again, and be happy, and not quesion because i know its right, and i know its all still good. Nothing has changed.
see, there is goes, feeling better already. ive figured it out. you have to show those feelings whos boss. i run the show, not them. i make the decisions. thats right. wow, it really works, so much better i feel already.
but i wish i had a hot dog. oh, i know. im going to food fair right now and buying food.
Give me some of that good good lovin! Girl, you shake my world, and make everything right! Crazy!