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Fuck Fuck Fuck.
homework owns me. I pro and pro until i cant crastinate anymore. why do i do this.
i am probably a very low low stress person, unless its the day before an essay is due.
i cant read, i cant write. i have stupid human block.
saw constantine today. its not bad, pretty good actually.
so sex is calling my name. but i think its really a voice from under my zipper.
3 weeks i must wait to feel the hornets sting.
so i think im almost there. im almost to the point where i truly do view everyone initially as equal.
usually i tell myself, or others that i am. but often its not true. but i think im just about there.
its funny to me, there is a black guy in my english class who talks ghetto but says really intelligent stuff. and a black guy in my anthro class that sounds like a really nerdy white guy, but not so smart.
i wish i could pause time.
i think if there is a heaven and a hell, they are really just other dimensions of the world we live in.
they are not up there or down there. they are here, and now , happening now. but they are different versions of now.
homework owns me. I pro and pro until i cant crastinate anymore. why do i do this.
i am probably a very low low stress person, unless its the day before an essay is due.
i cant read, i cant write. i have stupid human block.
saw constantine today. its not bad, pretty good actually.
so sex is calling my name. but i think its really a voice from under my zipper.
3 weeks i must wait to feel the hornets sting.
so i think im almost there. im almost to the point where i truly do view everyone initially as equal.
usually i tell myself, or others that i am. but often its not true. but i think im just about there.
its funny to me, there is a black guy in my english class who talks ghetto but says really intelligent stuff. and a black guy in my anthro class that sounds like a really nerdy white guy, but not so smart.
i wish i could pause time.
i think if there is a heaven and a hell, they are really just other dimensions of the world we live in.
they are not up there or down there. they are here, and now , happening now. but they are different versions of now.