caught up in the web
When I get really caught up in something, I get pretty grossed out by myself.
It's like I know it's bad for me yet I can't help but immerse myself more into it. And soon, I'm all twisted and tangled in the web that I can't escape.
Worse, while entirely aware of how unhealthy it is for my psych, I don't want to escape.
And then one day, that things disappoints me. Sometimes I change. Sometimes it changes. In my mind, it's all still betrayal.
Then by myself, I'm depressed. I'm disappointed. I'm worn out.
It's like rejection... but all in my head.
It's like I know it's bad for me yet I can't help but immerse myself more into it. And soon, I'm all twisted and tangled in the web that I can't escape.
Worse, while entirely aware of how unhealthy it is for my psych, I don't want to escape.
And then one day, that things disappoints me. Sometimes I change. Sometimes it changes. In my mind, it's all still betrayal.
Then by myself, I'm depressed. I'm disappointed. I'm worn out.
It's like rejection... but all in my head.