i was reminded.

[oshyn]

Throughout the entire drama earlier, all I could think of was...

Ahhhhh... so this was the reason I wanted to run. For a moment there, I forgot.

Life was good for a while.
For a while there, I forgot the pain.
I forgot what made me want to disappear.
I dropped all the jealousy; all those childish envy.

Who was I kidding?

Wait for me, world. I'll be there. I'll be anywhere but here.