Stupid
Hi...again, need to vent.
..Why am I so stupid?....I befriend some of the most weirdest people....my former best friend doesn't even care that I'm not there........and yet I still want to care, WHY?! WHY!??!?! WHY CAN'T I FORGET?!?!?! WHY CAN'T I NOT CARE!?! I WANT TO STOP CARING ABOUT HER!!!! SHE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT ME AT ALL WHY SHOULD I STILL CARE ABOUT HER?! WHY SHOULD I TRY TO HELP SOMEONE THAT DOESN'T EVEN CARE IF I EXIST?!?!?!?! WHYY?!?! WHY GOD WHY?! PLEASE TELL ME WHY!!!!!! please.......
..Why am I so stupid?....I befriend some of the most weirdest people....my former best friend doesn't even care that I'm not there........and yet I still want to care, WHY?! WHY!??!?! WHY CAN'T I FORGET?!?!?! WHY CAN'T I NOT CARE!?! I WANT TO STOP CARING ABOUT HER!!!! SHE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT ME AT ALL WHY SHOULD I STILL CARE ABOUT HER?! WHY SHOULD I TRY TO HELP SOMEONE THAT DOESN'T EVEN CARE IF I EXIST?!?!?!?! WHYY?!?! WHY GOD WHY?! PLEASE TELL ME WHY!!!!!! please.......