Kenya's Very Bad Day
Kenya remembered that he had been in Green Dorm...he had tried to help Yuushi distract Gakuto, but it hadn't worked. And...Masaharu had basically accused him of...with Jirou! He would never hurt another living soul, especially in that way!
But now, everything was Blue and he could hear Yuushi talking in his slow soothing voice and feel him petting his hair. He knew he owed his beloved cousin an explanation. Before he could talk himself out of it, he started to speak:
"It happened two years ago, when I was a freshman in High School...."
Basically, Kenya told Yuushi how this senior had approached him, sweet talked him, seduced him...and finally, convinced that the other boy felt something for him, Kenya had succumbed. Only to find out that the other boy had been only interested in him for sex, and had, in fact, brought a friend along to keep Kenya from backing out.
After they were done with him, they'd just left him there, where later Gin-san had found him. He brought him to Shiraishi, Kuro as Kenya calls him, and the two of them had taken Kenya to his father for medical attention. Since then Kenya has had therapy and had made great strides. He knew it was not his fault, he knew that he was not to blame for what had happened and he, on the advice of his therapist, had taken lessons in massage in order to become comfortable touching people again.
Though Yuushi did not come out and ask, Kenya told him that Kuro had assured him, at his most Buchou, that, "Karma was not a good thing to piss off, neither of those two boys will ever again harm a living soul." With Gin-san's most inscrutable look backing Kuro up, Kenya found those words satisfying.
Masaharu's words had...dragged a lot of that back up. He would be okay, he assured Yuushi...once he just had some time to readjust himself in the Universe.
"Masaharu...that was the first time, the other day, that I have *wanted* to do something like that. And...it was good. Really good. That is why I was so tempted. But, honestly, I don't think I could have gone through with it, even if you weren't there to support me."
After pouring his heart out to Yuushi, Kenya falls asleep for several hours. Upon awakening, he gets up, uses the bathroom and washes his face, then goes and gets some soup and some water. Figuring he'd imposed on his cousin enough for one day, he makes his way back to his own bed, hoping to find Jirou there, so he could curl up with him and get some sleep.
But now, everything was Blue and he could hear Yuushi talking in his slow soothing voice and feel him petting his hair. He knew he owed his beloved cousin an explanation. Before he could talk himself out of it, he started to speak:
"It happened two years ago, when I was a freshman in High School...."
Basically, Kenya told Yuushi how this senior had approached him, sweet talked him, seduced him...and finally, convinced that the other boy felt something for him, Kenya had succumbed. Only to find out that the other boy had been only interested in him for sex, and had, in fact, brought a friend along to keep Kenya from backing out.
After they were done with him, they'd just left him there, where later Gin-san had found him. He brought him to Shiraishi, Kuro as Kenya calls him, and the two of them had taken Kenya to his father for medical attention. Since then Kenya has had therapy and had made great strides. He knew it was not his fault, he knew that he was not to blame for what had happened and he, on the advice of his therapist, had taken lessons in massage in order to become comfortable touching people again.
Though Yuushi did not come out and ask, Kenya told him that Kuro had assured him, at his most Buchou, that, "Karma was not a good thing to piss off, neither of those two boys will ever again harm a living soul." With Gin-san's most inscrutable look backing Kuro up, Kenya found those words satisfying.
Masaharu's words had...dragged a lot of that back up. He would be okay, he assured Yuushi...once he just had some time to readjust himself in the Universe.
"Masaharu...that was the first time, the other day, that I have *wanted* to do something like that. And...it was good. Really good. That is why I was so tempted. But, honestly, I don't think I could have gone through with it, even if you weren't there to support me."
After pouring his heart out to Yuushi, Kenya falls asleep for several hours. Upon awakening, he gets up, uses the bathroom and washes his face, then goes and gets some soup and some water. Figuring he'd imposed on his cousin enough for one day, he makes his way back to his own bed, hoping to find Jirou there, so he could curl up with him and get some sleep.