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I just spent about 8 hours trying to get home cause of this storm! EHH.
Things have fallen apart at my own demise. I had what every guy could ever dream of. And I jacked it all up. I remember someone once writing about how if you dont hold on tight enough it will fall out of your hands; If you hold on too tight it will slip through your fingers...Yeah. I miss it all. Every aspect of it.
I reach to touch and it is withdrawn. I cannot find the words to speak for fear of cutting the last string you have that keeps the kite from flying away. What have I done, oh God.
The future was all that I could fathom. Where was and why was I blindsided so easily. If I could just one more time hold that perfect silhoutte, I swear I'd never let it get away. Like a child chasing thier shadow.
How could it be that I once said " too be child like"...and lost that innocence I once was. I miss her.Her smile.Smile, sweet one. One last time. Time to remember the good times. Times I'll never forget. Forget me not when he looks at you. You were my one and only.Only I forgot the special place you had in my heart.
Love. Love.Love.Love.Pain. I have caused this.
Things have fallen apart at my own demise. I had what every guy could ever dream of. And I jacked it all up. I remember someone once writing about how if you dont hold on tight enough it will fall out of your hands; If you hold on too tight it will slip through your fingers...Yeah. I miss it all. Every aspect of it.
I reach to touch and it is withdrawn. I cannot find the words to speak for fear of cutting the last string you have that keeps the kite from flying away. What have I done, oh God.
The future was all that I could fathom. Where was and why was I blindsided so easily. If I could just one more time hold that perfect silhoutte, I swear I'd never let it get away. Like a child chasing thier shadow.
How could it be that I once said " too be child like"...and lost that innocence I once was. I miss her.Her smile.Smile, sweet one. One last time. Time to remember the good times. Times I'll never forget. Forget me not when he looks at you. You were my one and only.Only I forgot the special place you had in my heart.
Love. Love.Love.Love.Pain. I have caused this.