Oct 07, 2005 00:35
I have an epic dose of writer's block.
I've made several attempts at song lyrics, with little success. If I create something I'm proud of, I'll post it here.
I think I'm too old-fashioned for college.
Or, as people say, too "conservative" for the college scene. Of course conservatism is associated with anything socially prude.
Not that "socially prude" is a good description for me. (Read: I hope.)
I really think my politics are a separate issue, though.
I find comfort in not being the only one who has no idea what to do with his life.
I think I feel as though my ideal career would be acting in films. This is, of course, a pipe dream. (No drugs, even!)
So what realistic career do I want to pursue? Pshhh.
I feel like a lot of people don't have jobs they love because they just never cared to take a chance on going for it.
I would like to think that if I could really narrow down exactly what it is I want to do, I would have the balls to try and do it.
Battles fought, some won, others lost. War not as easy as I had hoped (wished) it would be.
Hanging in there, though.
parentheticals are so cool.
I leave saturday to see Kristin. I've never been more excited about anything in my life.
Ever been in love? It's glorious.
I wait patiently to hold her in my arms once again. My world hasn't seemed normal since.
Oh how I wish I could make a weekend into an eternity.
This is incredible, starving, insatiable. Yes, this is love for the first time.