and then...
ok so a week ago i wrote about my break up....
... after a week of no tears at all.. a week of having fun and a week of no thinking about him at all and doing all the things i did before i started dating him... i realize ive missed the life i used to have pre relationship and i hate the fact that i comprimised so much of myself fo the relationship i was in and have enjoyed this week and the times ive had more then any other week ive had in the past 18 months. i loved him and loved us togetehr but i know it wasnt the best thing for me...
we all live and learn and with each new relationship we have we learn and grow. it wasa good time, a learning and growing realtionship and i still love him with all my heart but know were better off as freinds nad im enjouing this period. it only gets easier and i know i can do this. its a decision i had to make and am happy with it.
i love growing up and all the experiences that go with it. whether hard or east.. everything in the end happens for a reason and we can always find something to smile about =)
... after a week of no tears at all.. a week of having fun and a week of no thinking about him at all and doing all the things i did before i started dating him... i realize ive missed the life i used to have pre relationship and i hate the fact that i comprimised so much of myself fo the relationship i was in and have enjoyed this week and the times ive had more then any other week ive had in the past 18 months. i loved him and loved us togetehr but i know it wasnt the best thing for me...
we all live and learn and with each new relationship we have we learn and grow. it wasa good time, a learning and growing realtionship and i still love him with all my heart but know were better off as freinds nad im enjouing this period. it only gets easier and i know i can do this. its a decision i had to make and am happy with it.
i love growing up and all the experiences that go with it. whether hard or east.. everything in the end happens for a reason and we can always find something to smile about =)