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ever been sailing? i have.. i have been. me, whiskey, and my loneliness. no, no.. it's not a patehtic state at all. it sure looks like it, though, huh.. but it's rather solid and i am now absolutely aware of where i am. what i am doing. what i ought to be doing is so clear from down here (will make it easier to acheive) i can't fall asleep at night because i have too many ideas. i have so many ideas and concepts and philosophies that i can't sit straight. my head is always cocked to the side anymore, i am always listening, but usually am thinking of two other things.

i was going to write a long, intense update, but i have to go somewhere. good intetions and bad advice. i have to do something. i have betterment hovering, and it smells good.