bloggarhea!!
So since I last updated (haha like three hours ago) I called home and begged my parents to understand if I left school for a period of time. The general response was no, that they've seen me do this shit before and I'll pull through if I focus on school instead of everything else. There was definitely a generational gap in values; I tried to explain that I was unhappy, and all my dad could say was that I needed to get through school to be qualified to get a good job to live a good life. To him and my mom a good job is worth more than general happiness because it can get you status, money, and security, whereas I don't give a shit about that. Those things would be nice but what I want is love, friendship, and peace of mind at the end of the day. The other things can follow when your heart's straight.
In the middle of our conversation ELLIOTT - yes, the one the only the famous phi delt that I have an extreme coner for- called me and asked me to come over tomorrow night and "hang out". :D Hopefully this goes well and he's not just trying to get in my pants or appease Kellan for me. I'm not going to worry about it and just go with it.
3OH!3 ON SUNDAY. OH MY GOD. I'm more excited than you can know...
In the middle of our conversation ELLIOTT - yes, the one the only the famous phi delt that I have an extreme coner for- called me and asked me to come over tomorrow night and "hang out". :D Hopefully this goes well and he's not just trying to get in my pants or appease Kellan for me. I'm not going to worry about it and just go with it.
3OH!3 ON SUNDAY. OH MY GOD. I'm more excited than you can know...