Jan 13, 2008 23:47
Let the good times roll. I just hope they keep rolling after I graduate. I'm going to have to prove a lot to a lot of people, mostly to myself. Like that I can sustain my life on my own without dear grandma's monetary inputs. And that I can get a job. And that I'm going to be okay. So many people I know are finishing college with lots of skills and a high capacity to support themselves ever afterward but I'm not feeling so confident. I haven't achieved what I expected myself too. I fell into the trap of leading an easy life while I was here and I suspect things will be tougher for me once I graduate as a result of my 4 years of slothliness. I always do things the hard way. That's me.
All the roomies are here. It's wonderful. We went to a team gathering tonight to pick up jerseys and reunite for the first time this semester. I found it amusing that we all chose to sit with each other and chat instead of mingling with the rest of the team. It attests to our profound adoration for one another that we prefer to spend so much time with each other both in and outside of our abode. Love, sweet love.
Today I made eggplant parmesan all by myself. It may sound like a small feat to some but for me, whole other story. I can't cook. But today I did. My boyfriend would be proud. He's teaching me to cook. The final results were muy delicioso.
My roommates said I look like I lost weight over break. Laughable. But I appreciated the laugh. We're having mandatory gym workouts this semester. We'll see how that goes. I think I'm discovering that I don't really care for exercise when it's not in the form of ultimate, hiking, biking or swimming. Just not into it but hopefully it grows on me. I do not want to be a chunky tuna.
Chao.