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I started writing song lyrics again. It's been over 2 years since I've written anything. I forgot how it use to feel to write something good. It makes me think a lot. A lot about the way I say and do things. I like it though. Should I maybe post a song or two up anytime?
I've also been considering quiting something that means a lot to me. It's changed my life and the way I live and the way I think about everything. It's really hard. I don't know what to do. Without it I feel like I wouldn't know what I would be doing. I feel it's the only thing that has kept me sane and keeps me entertained but it just sucks when you feel that you are over doing everything and that you are the one leading everything on to everything and everyone else is effortless compared to what you are doing. I don't have much alternatives. I think life would suck without it. I THINK! I've met so many people through it. I made a lot of friends through it. I've seen so many things not many people get to see when I know I could see more. I spent a lot of money on it but money can't put on price on anything of course. Def. I don't want to lose my friends and everything I've worked for but when you feel you are being pulled down and feel that you could do better with a better arrangement of dedicated people then you just have to take sacrifices and start all over again.
I LOVE YOU CAUSE YOU TELL ME THINGS I WANT TO KNOW. AND IT'S TRUE THAT IT REALLY ONLY GOES TO SHOW THAT I ..I I I SHOULD NEVER EVER EVER BE BLUE.
I cockblocked today. Ma bad Mash.
I've also been considering quiting something that means a lot to me. It's changed my life and the way I live and the way I think about everything. It's really hard. I don't know what to do. Without it I feel like I wouldn't know what I would be doing. I feel it's the only thing that has kept me sane and keeps me entertained but it just sucks when you feel that you are over doing everything and that you are the one leading everything on to everything and everyone else is effortless compared to what you are doing. I don't have much alternatives. I think life would suck without it. I THINK! I've met so many people through it. I made a lot of friends through it. I've seen so many things not many people get to see when I know I could see more. I spent a lot of money on it but money can't put on price on anything of course. Def. I don't want to lose my friends and everything I've worked for but when you feel you are being pulled down and feel that you could do better with a better arrangement of dedicated people then you just have to take sacrifices and start all over again.
I LOVE YOU CAUSE YOU TELL ME THINGS I WANT TO KNOW. AND IT'S TRUE THAT IT REALLY ONLY GOES TO SHOW THAT I ..I I I SHOULD NEVER EVER EVER BE BLUE.
I cockblocked today. Ma bad Mash.