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The truth is I am upset right now. I hate where I stand right now in my relationship. My friends only make it worse by giving me these differen't opinions. Especially my girlfiends. I hate being told what I deserve and what I don't. That doesn't help etheir. This is not easy and I hate it so much. It makes me so goddamn pissed off. I hate just thinking about it. This isn't the way I should feel right now but unfortunatly it is.
I get bored of life sometimes. When there is nothing to look forward to I just want to sleep till there is something to do look forward to and actually smile and think about. I hate what this is coming to.
I'm dreaming and holding onto something I wish I had but it's not even there.
Falling asleep is worse. Thinking about it right before bed isn't the best thing to do.
I get bored of life sometimes. When there is nothing to look forward to I just want to sleep till there is something to do look forward to and actually smile and think about. I hate what this is coming to.
I'm dreaming and holding onto something I wish I had but it's not even there.
Falling asleep is worse. Thinking about it right before bed isn't the best thing to do.