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Ok, so tomorrow I'm taking charge and I'm actually going to do something constructive and progressive. I'm going out to meet people and look for a job. I can't sit in the house anymore. It's driving me mad.
I'm writing again, I hope it lasts. It reminds me of this poem that Deanna sent me the other day "you kissed the nine muses goodbye" or something like that. Yeah I just can't seem to be inspired for more than a week out of every couple of months. But I'm just going to keep writing, whether it actually be for a story or not. I'm just going to write down my thoughts and feelings and questions and just whatever all the time. I'm bound to find trends of thought and things in retrospect that I'd like to write about. My problem is I condemn an idea before I really even try to attempt it, thinking it's already been done a million times or it's stupid. To hell with that thinking. I'm just going to write and then judge afterwards. If I try to create something completely new and original, it'll be the first time that's happened since the birth of art. Everything is based after the work of predecessors. The giants too stood on the shoulders of others. OK I'm going to go listen to some music and contemplate my life. God bless.
Oscar
Hey, sidenote.. Is that secret admirer still around anywhere or did she just disappear? I'm still thinking about that, I'm curious as hell and wish that I could just have a conversation with that person. Well if you're out there, please heed my call and answer!
I'm writing again, I hope it lasts. It reminds me of this poem that Deanna sent me the other day "you kissed the nine muses goodbye" or something like that. Yeah I just can't seem to be inspired for more than a week out of every couple of months. But I'm just going to keep writing, whether it actually be for a story or not. I'm just going to write down my thoughts and feelings and questions and just whatever all the time. I'm bound to find trends of thought and things in retrospect that I'd like to write about. My problem is I condemn an idea before I really even try to attempt it, thinking it's already been done a million times or it's stupid. To hell with that thinking. I'm just going to write and then judge afterwards. If I try to create something completely new and original, it'll be the first time that's happened since the birth of art. Everything is based after the work of predecessors. The giants too stood on the shoulders of others. OK I'm going to go listen to some music and contemplate my life. God bless.
Oscar
Hey, sidenote.. Is that secret admirer still around anywhere or did she just disappear? I'm still thinking about that, I'm curious as hell and wish that I could just have a conversation with that person. Well if you're out there, please heed my call and answer!