you better find somebody that'll take a little mercy on you
i have no idea what day it is. i should finish a paper but i think sleeping earlier would actually be more productive. sometime in the last two days i wrote "say yes." on my wrist. but i don't remember doing it. just a little weird. i have no self-perception anymore. that freaks me out a lot. i just woke up from a fitful dream that involved a squirrel and a dog climbing on a half-decorated christmas tree. sometimes when i listen to hawksley in the train station i feel like either throwing myself on the tracks or against the wall repeatedly. i guess i don't swallow beauty well. if only they made blinkers for the easily distracted. i would do better without so many people around.