Mar 01, 2009 21:31
Fuck goals.
Fuck people.
I don't have the energy.
I'm going to be a normal goddamn person for a while kthxbai.
I'd update you on how things are going, but they've been really truly godawful nonstop for a month straight, and now that the terrible parts are over, I'm just stuck in a consistent bad that leaves me completely and utterly drained and unsatisfied. My attempts to get away or improve my mental state are being thwarted by being taken too seriously (not even by me mind you, but the people around me) so I'm just fucking done with them on any level greater than private. If I feel like doing nothing but playing video games, school, work, and whatever the fuck else I want to do, that's exactly what I'm going to do. Fuck expectations.
Fuck college.
Fuck this country, I want to get the hell way from here.
I need my degree so I can move back to Taiwan and renew myself, school is a fucking awful place for me to be.