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So the veiwing was kinda bitter sweet... I mean... I was like all totally sad & stuff 'cause I mean... Ninong was just there, lying down in that coffin, & well... after just 2 minutes of like just looking at him, I totally just turned & walked away 'cause I mean... it was just hella too fuckin' sad for me to like totally deal... most the whole time there, like I mean... I kept like a distance away from the coffin, but like I still saw Ninong there... I guess it was just too hard to like be way close to him...
So like we left the pad around 1PMish & ever since lastnight when Mom got home from the 1st night veiwing, she kept sayin', "Museum, museum, the museum is so nice..."... & the whole time, like I thought Mom was just speakin' with her fob accent & meant to say "Mosulium, mosulium"... we got to the building in Old town Vallejo, this big 'ol yellow building & entered through this corner enterance... & the 1st thing I saw when I walked through was a clown standing behind this old blue vintage car... I kinda yelled a lil 'cause that clown kinda scared me at 1st, lol... then Mom lead me to where the veiwing taking place... like in this other room & down a ramp... as soon as I got to the bottom of the ramp, I saw the coffin like in front of this huge room, & all the chairs set up for people to sit, but like all around the veiwing setting were all these vintage cars, neon memorbilia signs from like the 50s-60s, & like all these retro like sign paintings on the wall... Hello2day... Ninong's veiwing was actually at a museum... lol!
So like for the actual vewing & Nouvena prayer didn't like start 'til 7PM... so like it was pretty much just the 3 families: Tita's family (minus Angelin), my family (I finally got to see my Sisters, with Tom & My Lil Zoy, since they been sleeping at Ninang's pad in Vallejo), & of course Ninang, Sherry, & Michael were there! Like I got bored a few times & decided to walk around... I went to the water front FINALLY!! LoL... like I mean, I've never been there before & always wanted to go, so I finally went since we were close enough!! Then I walked down Georgia Street a bit & checked out the shops there!
So like it's still kinda surreal! Like I mean... it hit & I do feel like impacted. But it's still kinda hard to deal... alota relatives showed & it was nice seeing them all :) It's gonna be kinda hard at the funeral tomorrow, but hopefully I can get through it like & make peace! Oh yeah, the weirdest fuckin' thing, like tonight when I was hangin' out in the dinning area, like kinda far away, I thought I kept seein' Ninong... but it wasn't... I mean.. it was an actual person I saw, an Uncle, but yeah, I started hella trippin 'cause well... it was just weird!
I Love You Ninong!! I'm hella gonna miss you man!
So like we left the pad around 1PMish & ever since lastnight when Mom got home from the 1st night veiwing, she kept sayin', "Museum, museum, the museum is so nice..."... & the whole time, like I thought Mom was just speakin' with her fob accent & meant to say "Mosulium, mosulium"... we got to the building in Old town Vallejo, this big 'ol yellow building & entered through this corner enterance... & the 1st thing I saw when I walked through was a clown standing behind this old blue vintage car... I kinda yelled a lil 'cause that clown kinda scared me at 1st, lol... then Mom lead me to where the veiwing taking place... like in this other room & down a ramp... as soon as I got to the bottom of the ramp, I saw the coffin like in front of this huge room, & all the chairs set up for people to sit, but like all around the veiwing setting were all these vintage cars, neon memorbilia signs from like the 50s-60s, & like all these retro like sign paintings on the wall... Hello2day... Ninong's veiwing was actually at a museum... lol!
So like for the actual vewing & Nouvena prayer didn't like start 'til 7PM... so like it was pretty much just the 3 families: Tita's family (minus Angelin), my family (I finally got to see my Sisters, with Tom & My Lil Zoy, since they been sleeping at Ninang's pad in Vallejo), & of course Ninang, Sherry, & Michael were there! Like I got bored a few times & decided to walk around... I went to the water front FINALLY!! LoL... like I mean, I've never been there before & always wanted to go, so I finally went since we were close enough!! Then I walked down Georgia Street a bit & checked out the shops there!
So like it's still kinda surreal! Like I mean... it hit & I do feel like impacted. But it's still kinda hard to deal... alota relatives showed & it was nice seeing them all :) It's gonna be kinda hard at the funeral tomorrow, but hopefully I can get through it like & make peace! Oh yeah, the weirdest fuckin' thing, like tonight when I was hangin' out in the dinning area, like kinda far away, I thought I kept seein' Ninong... but it wasn't... I mean.. it was an actual person I saw, an Uncle, but yeah, I started hella trippin 'cause well... it was just weird!
I Love You Ninong!! I'm hella gonna miss you man!