I miss him... even though i shouldn't!
a bunch of the girls at work were talking bout their husbands and junk today and it made me miss MATT! i shouldn't.. and i know i shouldn't... it's been almost a year and i'm appearently still not over him... what else can a girl do? move across the country? done.. change phone numbers? done... delete him fully from every aspect of my life? Done... so why do i still care about him?! I'm more than likely never going to see him or talk to him again... And that sucks. Even after everything that happened, we were good friends and i miss that part of 'us'. And his voice...i tried to listen to his radio show but it wasn't him on when i found the web address...ok so maybe i care more than i realized after all this time...