Could things get any better?!
So the job i wanted in Houston kinda fell through... I hate that it happened, but whatever, life here is FINALLY good again!
I'm moving in with a couple of friends of mine in about.. 3 weeks! Should be a BLAST! As much as I wanted to go back i guess its not the right time. I really wish junk like that would quit happeneing to me, but the more time i spend with these amazing people, the more i realize i have a lot to learn from them still. Everything happens for a reason yah know? If i'm supposed to move back the time will be right eventually. Besides, I don't think i could leave my friends behind again. I've never had so many people care about me... the REAL me... I've never had to be fake with them and sugar coat shit... and they're not using me like other people have recently.
I think the best part is the sheer fact that they love me for me! the girl who likes to cook and go dancing. with or without alcohol, they are by my side 100% and i'm kinda bummed it took me THIS long to figure it out. I don't need fake people in my life, I don't need people that are going to bring me down either...
Every day is a new adventure with them. I fucking LOVE MY LIFE and my amazing friends! =) Its like, i've gained 3 brothers, a boyfriend and an amazing girl friend all at once.
I don't have to worry about if they approve of whatever because they're right next to me doing the shit anyway.
To all those shady people i've recently let out of my life: GOOD FUCKING RIDDANCE! thanks for using me assholes! you'll never know how much of a better person i am because ya'll screwed me over!