hey all sleepy but so awake
hey I have had a long ass week I spent it with Tiana ! one of my bestest friends ! I love her we have had so0o0o0o0o much fun ! lol :) Grapes are are friend! :) I love that girl she is awsome anywaz I had a good Christmas I got an x bo and alot of money go me ! but yea anywaz I saw Sarah and she is doing pretty bad but that isnt any new news I have known that for a while ! she needs too pull it together ya know !!! get a job and go too welfare and get an apt ! or eles she is introuble big trouble and I feel sad for her baby really sad so anywaz I saw her Christmas day and only for a short while becuase she had too leave too go with Phil !!!! so yea good Christmas I guess I get too go too a concet of my choice with my Aunt but its within reason meaning no Manson or Slipknot ! Kittie is out and any other band that I really like ! she is too much of a 80's pop fan she would be scared ! lol I would give anything tho too go back into time and see Nirvana on Mtv Unplugged ! anything in the fucking world !!!!!!!! they are the best band dead ..... if you may say ! anywaz so on New Years I went with Tiana and we had a okay time with her family .... she was pissed at her mom but still ..... Manson was on Tv the Sharon Osbourne show so it made her night she loves Manson !!!! like Woah ! anywaz so we spent all week together it was awsome on monday night my dad dropped me off at her house and she just left today I had too bring her back now I am at Megans !! kewlness but I need a cig !!!!!!!!!!! really bad and she wont go for a walk with me makes me sad becuase I wanted some fresh air my eyes really hurt from the cats ! anywaz.... yea so me and Tiana had good times she and Kim made peace !!!!!!!!! happy happy ! I couldnt bare it any longer the hate the tention not fun not fun Kim I really dont hate you I was just really pissed that day and desided too take it out on you no hard feelings I hope I do admit I am a bitch sometimes but I speak my mind and I guess it is wrong of me sorry !!!! :( anywaz so Amy is on a trip I hope she is having fun fun fun I bet she is ! lol she is a funny drunk pirate lol I love talking too her se gives great advice ! she is brilliant Tiana is a great person too I love her too death ! she is awsome I need a cig I will die of itchy eyes and craving a cig uggggg not fun not fun ! anywaz I feel like listening too Ani
Both Hands
i am walking
out in the rain
and i am listening to the low moan
of the dial tone again
and i am getting
nowhere with you
and i can't let it go
and i can't get through...
the old woman behind the pink curtains
and the closed door
on the first floor
she's listening through the air shaft
to see how long our swan song can last
and both hands
now use both hands
oh, no don't close your eyes
i am writing
graffiti on your body
i am drawing the story of
how hard we tried
i am watching your chest rise and fall
like the tides of my life,
and the rest of it all
and your bones have been my bedframe
and your flesh has been my pillow
i am waiting for sleep
to offer up the deep
with both hands
in each other's shadows we grew less and less tall
and eventually our theories couldn't explain it all
and i'm recording our history now on the bedroom wall
and when we leave the landlord will come
and paint over it all
and i am walking
out in the rain
and i am listening to the low moan of the dial tone again
and i am getting nowhere with you
and i can't let it go
and i can't get through
so now use both hands
please use both hands
oh, no don't close your eyes
i am writing graffiti on your body
i am drawing the story of how hard we tried
hard we tried
how hard we tried
I love that song it reminds me of Tiana ! she is the one wo has gotten me into alot of good music !! kewlness !!
So I told my mom I smoke and I thought she shit 400 bricks it was pretty funny ! lol Tiana was in the car when I told her it really wasent that funny ! I thought I was going too die ! Uggggggggg anywaz I saw Nikki and Sam when I went too the mall that was kinda kewl becuase I got to talk with them ! nikki mostly she is really kewl
so I talked too Sarah online today I really missed her are lunches are always good for the most part which rocks ! she is awsome Emo for life ! Dork !
so yea Megan is wicked sleepy and I am so so not ! I feel bad becuase if I was sleepy I would go and sleep down stairs with her but I am so totally not ! so0o0o0o0o I cant go down there if I have no reason too ya know anywaz so her cat Pippin is so0o0o0o cute he is with me right now on the comp he is adorible ! love him too death but he is so big ! lol I remeber when he was a kitten he was so cute and tinny he is al grown up now ! :( I miss him being small anywaz so me Cam and Mandy hung out today I have been a lonner tho I have been on te comp most of the time I really dont knwo why but I have ! yea I suck I know anywaz I must go tho becuase I am sick of typing !!!!! bye for now I will leave you with Nirvana
Drain You
One baby to another says i'm lucky to've met you
I don't care what you think unless it is about me
It is now my duty to completely drain you
I travel through a tube and end up in your infection
Chew you meat for you
Pass it back and forth
In a passionate kiss
From my mouth to yours
'Cause i like you
With eyes so dilated i've become your pupil
You've taught me everything without a poison apple
The water is so yellow i'm a healthy student
Indebted and so grateful vacuum all the fluids
Chew you meat for you
Pass it back and forth
In a passionate kiss
From my mouth to yours
'Cause i like you, you, you, ...
One baby to another says i'm lucky to've met you
I don't care what you think unless it is about me
It is now my duty to completely drain you
I travel through a tube and end up in your infection
Chew your meat for you
Pass it back and forth
In a passionate kiss
From my mouth to your
Sloppy lips to lips
You're my vitamins
'Cause i'm like you
Both Hands
i am walking
out in the rain
and i am listening to the low moan
of the dial tone again
and i am getting
nowhere with you
and i can't let it go
and i can't get through...
the old woman behind the pink curtains
and the closed door
on the first floor
she's listening through the air shaft
to see how long our swan song can last
and both hands
now use both hands
oh, no don't close your eyes
i am writing
graffiti on your body
i am drawing the story of
how hard we tried
i am watching your chest rise and fall
like the tides of my life,
and the rest of it all
and your bones have been my bedframe
and your flesh has been my pillow
i am waiting for sleep
to offer up the deep
with both hands
in each other's shadows we grew less and less tall
and eventually our theories couldn't explain it all
and i'm recording our history now on the bedroom wall
and when we leave the landlord will come
and paint over it all
and i am walking
out in the rain
and i am listening to the low moan of the dial tone again
and i am getting nowhere with you
and i can't let it go
and i can't get through
so now use both hands
please use both hands
oh, no don't close your eyes
i am writing graffiti on your body
i am drawing the story of how hard we tried
hard we tried
how hard we tried
I love that song it reminds me of Tiana ! she is the one wo has gotten me into alot of good music !! kewlness !!
So I told my mom I smoke and I thought she shit 400 bricks it was pretty funny ! lol Tiana was in the car when I told her it really wasent that funny ! I thought I was going too die ! Uggggggggg anywaz I saw Nikki and Sam when I went too the mall that was kinda kewl becuase I got to talk with them ! nikki mostly she is really kewl
so I talked too Sarah online today I really missed her are lunches are always good for the most part which rocks ! she is awsome Emo for life ! Dork !
so yea Megan is wicked sleepy and I am so so not ! I feel bad becuase if I was sleepy I would go and sleep down stairs with her but I am so totally not ! so0o0o0o0o I cant go down there if I have no reason too ya know anywaz so her cat Pippin is so0o0o0o cute he is with me right now on the comp he is adorible ! love him too death but he is so big ! lol I remeber when he was a kitten he was so cute and tinny he is al grown up now ! :( I miss him being small anywaz so me Cam and Mandy hung out today I have been a lonner tho I have been on te comp most of the time I really dont knwo why but I have ! yea I suck I know anywaz I must go tho becuase I am sick of typing !!!!! bye for now I will leave you with Nirvana
Drain You
One baby to another says i'm lucky to've met you
I don't care what you think unless it is about me
It is now my duty to completely drain you
I travel through a tube and end up in your infection
Chew you meat for you
Pass it back and forth
In a passionate kiss
From my mouth to yours
'Cause i like you
With eyes so dilated i've become your pupil
You've taught me everything without a poison apple
The water is so yellow i'm a healthy student
Indebted and so grateful vacuum all the fluids
Chew you meat for you
Pass it back and forth
In a passionate kiss
From my mouth to yours
'Cause i like you, you, you, ...
One baby to another says i'm lucky to've met you
I don't care what you think unless it is about me
It is now my duty to completely drain you
I travel through a tube and end up in your infection
Chew your meat for you
Pass it back and forth
In a passionate kiss
From my mouth to your
Sloppy lips to lips
You're my vitamins
'Cause i'm like you