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Im having a bad day .... its not good went to bed really late after watching some movie called 13 it wasent that good of a movie but whateva anywaz Liz had her friend Connie on and I just couldnt sleep becuase they were on the phone for a while with there friends so I didnt get to sleep it totally sucked.... anywaz so yea I went to school and it wasent that fun ........ is it ever ?
I didnt want to go to school I hate it there I am just so out of place everything just sucks ...
I need to get away !!! so0o0o bad I need to get out of my house ! so bad I need to be with my friends ....
so yea I skipped last blk again I am such a loser but I dont want to deal with everything I dont want to sing I dont want to go on the chorus trip I dont want to be around people I want to be out with my friends I need a cigg!!!! oh my I might die anywaz....
my dad dosent trust me not at all and I really am sorry he dosent I feel ashamend I feel worthless I feel horrible .... I want to sleep alot but I cant ... I cant fall asleep ....
I stayed after school today and my sister and her friend happend to come by the school to pick me up ..... hmm with two boys not good that is just looking for trouble ... I dont knwo what they did and I dont want to know anywaz I went outside with my friend to get some fresh air becuase it was hott inside and I came back and Liz was gone .... and no boys in site just as I thought would happen becuase she never listens ! whateva anywaz when my friends were walking in the building her stupid friend Tyler was like are those girls and said it really loud ( my friends Jackie and Kim happen to be lesbians and Jackie was with her friend Lauren who is also a lesbian) then the other kid was just like no there dykes I got so0o0o mad ! I yelled at them !!! I was so0o0o0o0o0o pissed ! they are so0o0o ignorant and rude ! there stupid and mean I hate them all all people who discriminate people I hate them all they all need to learn to accept people they need to learn that there are different people in the world and that there are more than just straight people !!! it sucks !!!!!!!!!! I hate people
yea so I miss people !!! exspecially my friends ....
I hate myself
I didnt want to go to school I hate it there I am just so out of place everything just sucks ...
I need to get away !!! so0o0o bad I need to get out of my house ! so bad I need to be with my friends ....
so yea I skipped last blk again I am such a loser but I dont want to deal with everything I dont want to sing I dont want to go on the chorus trip I dont want to be around people I want to be out with my friends I need a cigg!!!! oh my I might die anywaz....
my dad dosent trust me not at all and I really am sorry he dosent I feel ashamend I feel worthless I feel horrible .... I want to sleep alot but I cant ... I cant fall asleep ....
I stayed after school today and my sister and her friend happend to come by the school to pick me up ..... hmm with two boys not good that is just looking for trouble ... I dont knwo what they did and I dont want to know anywaz I went outside with my friend to get some fresh air becuase it was hott inside and I came back and Liz was gone .... and no boys in site just as I thought would happen becuase she never listens ! whateva anywaz when my friends were walking in the building her stupid friend Tyler was like are those girls and said it really loud ( my friends Jackie and Kim happen to be lesbians and Jackie was with her friend Lauren who is also a lesbian) then the other kid was just like no there dykes I got so0o0o mad ! I yelled at them !!! I was so0o0o0o0o0o pissed ! they are so0o0o ignorant and rude ! there stupid and mean I hate them all all people who discriminate people I hate them all they all need to learn to accept people they need to learn that there are different people in the world and that there are more than just straight people !!! it sucks !!!!!!!!!! I hate people
yea so I miss people !!! exspecially my friends ....
I hate myself