Mar 06, 2004 16:46
I hate my dad lalalalalalala
so he grounded me and I confessed I told him what was going on I did the right thing if I was going to drugs more and again I wouldnt of told him!!!!!! but of coarse he grounds me and it is quite anyoing I mean I have already been punished enogh I cant see one of my best friend again and I cant hang out with the people I use to be able to hang out with and now ...... I am grounded what an asshole !!!! he dosent get it !!!
I cant stand him
Meagn is over now becuase she is family and she is like a sister so she is aloud over !!! no one eles becuase my dad is a caca head !!!! anywaz ! yea me and megan are hanging out I am being really boring right now becuase I am on the comp ! yea I am a loser I know !
Anywaz so yea Amy is really bored I wanted to hang out with her today but I dont have her cell so I cant call her and ask and be like yo gangsta you wanna hang out yea I woulndt say that but you know what I mean
so yea my sister is a loser lol she really is I wish she wasent so rude and mean to me and my dad she really needs to learn how to be nicer !!!! alot nicer !!!! I ahte her sometimes
I feel like I have been in therepy all this week !!! becuase I have to talk to everyone about me "drug problem" ( oh btw it isnt a problem if Im not doing it anymore ! it never was a problem !!!! ) uggggg they all suck I hate this I wish I had just kept my mouth such and never told my dad everything I rather lie to him now becuase I know the truth just dosent get you anywhere just in deeper shit !!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I hate this right now I am so mad at my dad I wish he wasent such a loser so old I wish he wasent a tight ass I wish he wasent up tight I hate him so0o0o0o much !!!!! he needs to get a life and leave me alone I knwo he is just being a dad and is all concerned but you know what he is just being a jerk to me ! I know what I did was wrong or I woulnt of told him I think what I already have to go through is already enogh of a punishment and now this I wish he didnt care so much I wish he would let me hang out with my friends Im not going to do drugs !!! I am not planing it its not like I am waiting to get out to go smoke pot I dont even want to !~
yea so as you can see I am pissed off at my dad ......
he dosent understand anything or maybe I have it all wrong who knows I just wish he wasent such an ass sometimes and understood that I just want to be able to go out with my friends and hang out with out having parents gaurd me or without having to call every half an hour or whateva other crazy shit he dose to me !!!!
anywaz ...... I must go now becuase I think Megan is bored and I feel bad becuase I am online ....