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hi
i really feel completely depressed right now, and its really weird
i was so pumped this morning with the end of HOBY, I will admit, it had an effect on me a considerable effect, but im not positive that its going to stay in me.
after all of the "we've got spirit" cheers are over that lasted for 3 days straight and "enthusiastic" i definitely feel the ties to people who i know can help me get far in life and extremely happy for that.
My group definintely came together the best, with our tear shows.
I see the importance of community service now and i want to get more involved in marlborough, the more im involved in and the more i do the more people i meet.
and i want to bring some of that into our rallies at mhs
but now that im at home, somethings just missing and i feel extremely depressed. I didn't really feel a difference while i was there, but now that im here everythings too quiet and i want someone loud that i can talk to
the more i grow up the more i come to realize that i need people to be there a lot in my life, i am definitely not a loner and i just want to meet a bunch of people and have a shitload of fun this summer.
i need to get out of my comfort zone more and just friggen do crazy shit.
but that word usage is most definitely the hoby talking in me
although this was such a shitty weekend to not be back at home.
i guess i missed a lot.
but if anyone wants to do
special olympics at UMASS AMHERST
or pumpkin fest <- that's pretty friggen sweet hosted by the life is good company
or the Fenway Park Day also by life is good company
its all volunteer work but seems like a good time to me
and lets do something this summer hiking and swimming and beach stuff whoevers out there hahahh
on another note
im still just hanging in there waiting to see if it was all for nothing
not that anything is ever for nothing
i really feel completely depressed right now, and its really weird
i was so pumped this morning with the end of HOBY, I will admit, it had an effect on me a considerable effect, but im not positive that its going to stay in me.
after all of the "we've got spirit" cheers are over that lasted for 3 days straight and "enthusiastic" i definitely feel the ties to people who i know can help me get far in life and extremely happy for that.
My group definintely came together the best, with our tear shows.
I see the importance of community service now and i want to get more involved in marlborough, the more im involved in and the more i do the more people i meet.
and i want to bring some of that into our rallies at mhs
but now that im at home, somethings just missing and i feel extremely depressed. I didn't really feel a difference while i was there, but now that im here everythings too quiet and i want someone loud that i can talk to
the more i grow up the more i come to realize that i need people to be there a lot in my life, i am definitely not a loner and i just want to meet a bunch of people and have a shitload of fun this summer.
i need to get out of my comfort zone more and just friggen do crazy shit.
but that word usage is most definitely the hoby talking in me
although this was such a shitty weekend to not be back at home.
i guess i missed a lot.
but if anyone wants to do
special olympics at UMASS AMHERST
or pumpkin fest <- that's pretty friggen sweet hosted by the life is good company
or the Fenway Park Day also by life is good company
its all volunteer work but seems like a good time to me
and lets do something this summer hiking and swimming and beach stuff whoevers out there hahahh
on another note
im still just hanging in there waiting to see if it was all for nothing
not that anything is ever for nothing