It just keeps getting better and better!
So, I've been listening to 3 songs over and over all day.
It's Dylan, You Know the Drill by Boys Night Out
Bleeds No More by Silverstein
and Great Romances of the 20th Century by Taking Back Sunday
I like the first one cause there is a lot of screaming and some good lines, especially the end...
"The cellar door is coming up, coming up
And we’ve had time to lock it up, lock it up
I’m feverish. I’m burning up, burning up
I pray to god there’s time enough, time enough
You know that I LOVE YOU
Now I just can't shut you up, shut you up
So now I have to chop you up, chop you up
And I'll just wait till I get caught"
...It makes me smile :D
The second one is also really angry...
"I've broken both my legs falling for you"
...that one's a keeper!
And the last one has my favorite line of all right now...
"I never said I'd take this
I never said I'd take this lying down"
But that's still second to my favorite lyric of all...
"Good luck feeling happy when you sit to review your life"
So yea, funny story...
There's a girl in my Marine Bio class named Caty.
Thought she was cute from the first day of class.
I never really talked to her till the last boat trip. She dropped her notebook at her feet and I said "Wow, what the hell did I ever do to you?! No need to start throwing shit at me!" Then she said "I'm sorry! Don't be mad at me!" and walked over and gave me a hug. I think to myself "Why the hell is this girl hugging me?" So from then on I try to make it a point to talk to her in class and lab...or at least look at her and make a stupid face at her.
So 2 weeks later we go on a van trip to a wildlife refuge to look at birds. She sit behind me, and I turned around to talk to her and the other girls she was sitting with. I put my head down on the back of the seat, and she starts playing with my hair.
Always a good sign.
So she played with my hair on and off that trip. Once the trip was over, we had to meet back at the room for lecture. At the end he showed a movie thing, and since he was in the middle of the room working the computer, and directly in my way, I had to move, and I went to sit next to Caty. So when he turned off the lights, I put my head down on her desk, and she started rubbing my back...and rubbed it for like 20 minutes. So after class, she was supposed to meet her friend a G for lunch, but completely forgot (or just didn't) and walked all the way to N with me until her friend called and was like "Where the fuck are you!?" The next class I went to eat with her and her friend, and Niel, good old Niel, comes to eat too. Niel lives 2 floors up from Caty. I now have a man on the inside.
AWESOME!!
So I go with them back to their dorm, and we watch a movie. Then Caty and her friend May (who I really really hate) come back to my apartment, and we watch another movie. We go on a Wawa run, and May says something about a hairbrush, and Caty goes "Oh where is my hairbrush?"...so I sing the rest of the song, and amaze both of them with my knowledge of Veggie Tales. Never ever thought that would come in handy. So over Thanksgiving break at Colleens, among having a sweet time and completely owning some beer pong with Colleen, Niel gave me the go ahead on Caty.
Very nice.
So the next Monday I eat with them again, and go back there again. Caty, May, Niel, and I talk in the lounge til 2 or so, at which point Caty goes "ok, I'm tired, we're going to bed" and takes me, by the hoodie pocket, into her room. So I end up spending the night...and not just sleep in bed with her. I layed down, she got changed, and came and layed in my arms. That wasn't too comfortable for me, so I flipped over, and she followed, put her arm around me and pulled herself as close as possible to me.
Very sweet.
So I stayed the night and even went to class at 8:30! I went back that night, and spent Tuesday night there. Wednesday night I stayed in my room, then Thursday night I was there again. We don't have class fridays, so we layed in bed all day. A one point I was like "Yea, I really need to go back to my place and get some work one" She latched herself to me and wouldn't let me go.
Oh yea, that'll work...he's good.
So I went back to my place, did some work, and then went back and spend another night. So over the rest of the weekend I got a lot of work done. Sunday night I went over to her place to do a take home test with her. Then I came back to my place...cause her back hurt. (Yea, that's where I went 'Oh crap') Monday she wasn't hungry, so I just went back to my apartment. Tuesday I texted her saying "I miss my cuddle buddy"...something she's said to me before, and she texted me back saying "We really have to talk soon"
Translation: Assume the position, cause I'm gonna fuck you over.
So Wednesday I asked after class if she wanted to get dinner, and she had to get back to the dorm so she could go to the mall with the girls on her floor, and since I had to go to the mall too, she told me to come too. So I meet them at the mall, and Caty didn't pay all that much attention to me. So at one point we sat down while everyone else was in a store...and every other time in the past week and a half she was near me, she'd be laying on me...but she didn't. She actually sat a good 8 inches away from me. If I wipped it out I could have barely touched her, if at all.
That's always a good sign.
So she said we need to talk, but we aren't talking about anything that would warrent a "we need to talk" text. Yea, great idea to tell me we need to talk, and then let me stew for a day...cause the phrase "we need to talk" has never, and will never, end well. So the next day she texts me asking if I can get the alcohol...so I do. Then I stay over there and hang out with all the girls, along with Haider, Connor, and BJ. Caty says "come into my room and chill with me". So I do. This kid Nick comes too, and she talks to him and doesn't pay any attention to me...yet again. Awesome. So when we leaves and her roommate goes to get something out of her car, I go to Caty "So what did you want to talk to me about" (Cause I didn't know :P) And at first she didn't want to talk about it. But I couldn't deal with the bullshit, so I drug it out of her. And basically, she felt she was leading me on and didn't know where her feelings for me were. My rebuttal was "You seemed really into me all week, how can you go from holding onto me because you don't want me to leave, to 'not knowing where you're feelings are' in a week?
So she's like falling asleep, and I'm like "Yea, fuck this" so I leave.
So yea, the next day (Friday) surprise surprise, I'm so angry I can't see straight. I mean, it's the 7th time in 2 year that I've gotten some "I'm not sure about my feeling for you" bullshit.
So she's probably pissed at me cause I had some angry away messages up all day...but I know she has no idea what I go through on a regular basis, and how I was sick of it after the first time.
And I'm sure there's shit she's not telling me that makes her seem much less insane.
And we still have to actually talk.
But I know know I'm boned, so it doesn't really matter all that much.
Cause if I've said it once, I've said it a million times:
If there just so happens to be a God...he sure hates me and loves to watch me be miserable
It's Dylan, You Know the Drill by Boys Night Out
Bleeds No More by Silverstein
and Great Romances of the 20th Century by Taking Back Sunday
I like the first one cause there is a lot of screaming and some good lines, especially the end...
"The cellar door is coming up, coming up
And we’ve had time to lock it up, lock it up
I’m feverish. I’m burning up, burning up
I pray to god there’s time enough, time enough
You know that I LOVE YOU
Now I just can't shut you up, shut you up
So now I have to chop you up, chop you up
And I'll just wait till I get caught"
...It makes me smile :D
The second one is also really angry...
"I've broken both my legs falling for you"
...that one's a keeper!
And the last one has my favorite line of all right now...
"I never said I'd take this
I never said I'd take this lying down"
But that's still second to my favorite lyric of all...
"Good luck feeling happy when you sit to review your life"
So yea, funny story...
There's a girl in my Marine Bio class named Caty.
Thought she was cute from the first day of class.
I never really talked to her till the last boat trip. She dropped her notebook at her feet and I said "Wow, what the hell did I ever do to you?! No need to start throwing shit at me!" Then she said "I'm sorry! Don't be mad at me!" and walked over and gave me a hug. I think to myself "Why the hell is this girl hugging me?" So from then on I try to make it a point to talk to her in class and lab...or at least look at her and make a stupid face at her.
So 2 weeks later we go on a van trip to a wildlife refuge to look at birds. She sit behind me, and I turned around to talk to her and the other girls she was sitting with. I put my head down on the back of the seat, and she starts playing with my hair.
Always a good sign.
So she played with my hair on and off that trip. Once the trip was over, we had to meet back at the room for lecture. At the end he showed a movie thing, and since he was in the middle of the room working the computer, and directly in my way, I had to move, and I went to sit next to Caty. So when he turned off the lights, I put my head down on her desk, and she started rubbing my back...and rubbed it for like 20 minutes. So after class, she was supposed to meet her friend a G for lunch, but completely forgot (or just didn't) and walked all the way to N with me until her friend called and was like "Where the fuck are you!?" The next class I went to eat with her and her friend, and Niel, good old Niel, comes to eat too. Niel lives 2 floors up from Caty. I now have a man on the inside.
AWESOME!!
So I go with them back to their dorm, and we watch a movie. Then Caty and her friend May (who I really really hate) come back to my apartment, and we watch another movie. We go on a Wawa run, and May says something about a hairbrush, and Caty goes "Oh where is my hairbrush?"...so I sing the rest of the song, and amaze both of them with my knowledge of Veggie Tales. Never ever thought that would come in handy. So over Thanksgiving break at Colleens, among having a sweet time and completely owning some beer pong with Colleen, Niel gave me the go ahead on Caty.
Very nice.
So the next Monday I eat with them again, and go back there again. Caty, May, Niel, and I talk in the lounge til 2 or so, at which point Caty goes "ok, I'm tired, we're going to bed" and takes me, by the hoodie pocket, into her room. So I end up spending the night...and not just sleep in bed with her. I layed down, she got changed, and came and layed in my arms. That wasn't too comfortable for me, so I flipped over, and she followed, put her arm around me and pulled herself as close as possible to me.
Very sweet.
So I stayed the night and even went to class at 8:30! I went back that night, and spent Tuesday night there. Wednesday night I stayed in my room, then Thursday night I was there again. We don't have class fridays, so we layed in bed all day. A one point I was like "Yea, I really need to go back to my place and get some work one" She latched herself to me and wouldn't let me go.
Oh yea, that'll work...he's good.
So I went back to my place, did some work, and then went back and spend another night. So over the rest of the weekend I got a lot of work done. Sunday night I went over to her place to do a take home test with her. Then I came back to my place...cause her back hurt. (Yea, that's where I went 'Oh crap') Monday she wasn't hungry, so I just went back to my apartment. Tuesday I texted her saying "I miss my cuddle buddy"...something she's said to me before, and she texted me back saying "We really have to talk soon"
Translation: Assume the position, cause I'm gonna fuck you over.
So Wednesday I asked after class if she wanted to get dinner, and she had to get back to the dorm so she could go to the mall with the girls on her floor, and since I had to go to the mall too, she told me to come too. So I meet them at the mall, and Caty didn't pay all that much attention to me. So at one point we sat down while everyone else was in a store...and every other time in the past week and a half she was near me, she'd be laying on me...but she didn't. She actually sat a good 8 inches away from me. If I wipped it out I could have barely touched her, if at all.
That's always a good sign.
So she said we need to talk, but we aren't talking about anything that would warrent a "we need to talk" text. Yea, great idea to tell me we need to talk, and then let me stew for a day...cause the phrase "we need to talk" has never, and will never, end well. So the next day she texts me asking if I can get the alcohol...so I do. Then I stay over there and hang out with all the girls, along with Haider, Connor, and BJ. Caty says "come into my room and chill with me". So I do. This kid Nick comes too, and she talks to him and doesn't pay any attention to me...yet again. Awesome. So when we leaves and her roommate goes to get something out of her car, I go to Caty "So what did you want to talk to me about" (Cause I didn't know :P) And at first she didn't want to talk about it. But I couldn't deal with the bullshit, so I drug it out of her. And basically, she felt she was leading me on and didn't know where her feelings for me were. My rebuttal was "You seemed really into me all week, how can you go from holding onto me because you don't want me to leave, to 'not knowing where you're feelings are' in a week?
So she's like falling asleep, and I'm like "Yea, fuck this" so I leave.
So yea, the next day (Friday) surprise surprise, I'm so angry I can't see straight. I mean, it's the 7th time in 2 year that I've gotten some "I'm not sure about my feeling for you" bullshit.
So she's probably pissed at me cause I had some angry away messages up all day...but I know she has no idea what I go through on a regular basis, and how I was sick of it after the first time.
And I'm sure there's shit she's not telling me that makes her seem much less insane.
And we still have to actually talk.
But I know know I'm boned, so it doesn't really matter all that much.
Cause if I've said it once, I've said it a million times:
If there just so happens to be a God...he sure hates me and loves to watch me be miserable