Apr 27, 2005 15:00
So it is looking very much like my healthy lifestyle and good diet have shot out of the window. I've found myself feeling so tired and lethargic lately, and the only way I've been able to pick myself up is through constant eating. Chocolate bars are now items of pure irresistableness. Any snack containing sugar now seems to feature some kind of deafening siren that I can silence only by eating the host object.
Tonight is pizza night.
The anticipation is like nothing I have ever known.
I keep telling myself that it's perfectly okay to ease off the reins for a short period, and then get back into the good ways after a week or two. I'm starting to think that may be a delusion of grandeur. I guess after a few months of limited food intake and lots of exercise my body has just said that enough is enough. It feels like the crew (my body) has committed mutiny against the ship's captain (my brain).
Ahh well - I lost three stone. I guess putting a little timber back on the frame ain't such a bad thing really.