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Man! Shit comes at you hard and fast. Sunday I get a call from my mom asking me to come over and take my parents to the emergency room. Dad was not looking well. Even thought it was 8 am, I called my boss and told her that I might be late to workm but I thought that I should be done by my actual work time of noon. Doc thought that because my dad's bllod count was down that he might be experiencing a bleed out in his stomach. So 2 nurses come in to place a tube down my dad's nostril but they fucked it up by assuming that because my dad's nostrils are large, then his nasal canals should be large too. So basically it was like having someone fuck your ass without lube. He was in so much pain I hurt for him. The next attempt they actually lubed the tube plus they numbed his nose and got sma;;er fucking tubing. Blood was coming out of his nose for 6 hours afterwards.
Every doctor who came in eschewed the benefits of dialysis and it felt like a very bad telemarketer's scam. 10 hours in emergency finally got us an admittance for my dad to have a 2 unit blood transfusion since his blood counts had dropped. Sunday, I was supposed to start working with a new manager but that never happened due to the fact that I was at the hospital from 10:30 am to 9:40 pm. Work today sucked big ass because the same said woman was at work today and the fact that she had to work all day kept coming up. Like I fucking planned to stand her up. Mom calls to tell me that they are gonna choose to have my dad dialysed and god damned I am emotionally and physically drained. I was gonna use these days to finish packing for my move tomorrow. Did not happen. Today, I work 7-4 straight no breaks then did a few errands then to the hospital and stayed to 9. Dad is fucking vibrant after the dialysis and I am glad but I am soooooo tired. No gonna get much done tonight as I have to take my mom to work on top of all my packing shit.... Friday is my next day off and DAMN IT I will have some me time and not have to worry about life.
Every doctor who came in eschewed the benefits of dialysis and it felt like a very bad telemarketer's scam. 10 hours in emergency finally got us an admittance for my dad to have a 2 unit blood transfusion since his blood counts had dropped. Sunday, I was supposed to start working with a new manager but that never happened due to the fact that I was at the hospital from 10:30 am to 9:40 pm. Work today sucked big ass because the same said woman was at work today and the fact that she had to work all day kept coming up. Like I fucking planned to stand her up. Mom calls to tell me that they are gonna choose to have my dad dialysed and god damned I am emotionally and physically drained. I was gonna use these days to finish packing for my move tomorrow. Did not happen. Today, I work 7-4 straight no breaks then did a few errands then to the hospital and stayed to 9. Dad is fucking vibrant after the dialysis and I am glad but I am soooooo tired. No gonna get much done tonight as I have to take my mom to work on top of all my packing shit.... Friday is my next day off and DAMN IT I will have some me time and not have to worry about life.