Jul 16, 2009 01:54
So there's this show. Spanish TV series. I read about it on AfterEllen.com.
There were those two characters. Two great women who fell in love with one another. Who fought with their fears. Who won.
And it was the greatest lesbian storyline I have ever seen in my whole life (and I've seen many). They even got married!
Tonight all of this can go to hell. All of it. I'm not watching this show anymore.
And I'm going to isolate myself from the world for one or two days. I have to process this. I have to wash away my anger and dissapointment. I'm not sure if I can make it, but let me try.
For people like me, who don't have even a drop of happiness in their love lives, storylines with happy endings are very, and I mean VERY, valuable. They help us believe, that there is a chance for everyone to find this only one person and be happy with them. How can I be happy when my lover is dead? This sucks...